Friday, October 31, 2008

Please don't leave me

As with every Pink album that comes out I always find a song that I just love! With this new one, there are actually a couple. Although I was hoping she would have released an album while happily married to Cary Hart and ditch the man-hater albums, or at least side track, it seems she's turned into a sap for heartbreak. Normally this wouldn't be a bad thing, as listening to her music has gotten me through some shitty relationship woes, however now I'm a happily married woman so it's harder to relate. That being said the song I most love the lyrics to that hits closest is Please Don't Leave Me. Not because I currently relate to it, but because I have and because I think every relationship deals with the words in the song, whether to the full extent or not!

So here goes:

Pink- Please Dont Leave Me

I don't know if I could yell any louder
How many times have I kicked you out of here?
Or said something insulting?
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is broken

Chorus
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it
I promise

Chorus
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud
How beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without
Your my perfect little punching bag
And I need you
I'm sorry
Please, please don't leave me

Chorus
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

Please

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

09/09/09 Baby

Okay so I obviously have baby on the brain. I was on the bump chat rooms and one of the girls asked when everyone was trying to concieve. Knowing were waiting I know the earliest would be a September baby and then it came to me, I'd love to have a 9/9/9 baby. So that would make the baby a Virgo and of course I had to check the traits so here goes:

The Virgin
August 23 to September 23

TraditionalVirgo Traits
Modest and shy
Meticulous and reliable
Practical and diligent
Intelligent and analytical

On the dark side....
Fussy and a worrier
Overcritical and harsh
Perfectionist and conservative

So the dark side would make him or her like thier Daddy, lol! Okay see now I have to check the Chinese calendar to see if it would be a boy or a girl, be right back...

Okay so I checked 3 different ones and it was 2 out of 3 for a boy (the descrepancy Im assuming is because two of them included the 9 months your in the womb as age). Anywho a total mini Steve, that could be interesting!

So that's what I'm shooting for, a 999 baby, much better than a 666 baby right? We're lucky there is no 13th month or we'd probably hold out for a 13/13/2013 baby!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Since I'm in baby mode

Even though Steve and I are on hold for the baby making until the end of December (as to not interfere with our Alaskan Cruise in June), I am entertaining myself with pictures of our future children and I thought I'd share...Enjoy!

Our Darling Daughter to be, Samantha!



















And our darling son to be, Justin!

My Introduction a la Myspace Style

Basics

Name: Blondie
DOB: 10/26/79
Birthplace: The ghettos of Oakland, CA
Current location: Living in Hayward
Eye color: Hazel (a little more on the green side)
Hair Color: Blonde (duh) but Im a little dirty
Height: 5 foot 7 1/2 inches
Heritage: White Mut
Piercings: Just my ears...I like it that way
Tattoos: None yet but Im in the process of thinking one up, not that I have a place for it yet

Favorites

Band/Singer: I love all kinds of music so I don't really have one favorite, I like Nickleback, Disturbed, Pink, Rascall Flatts, Kelly Clarkson...I'm all over the board
Song: I have to say my new favorite is my wedding song...Cross my Heart by George Strait, an oldy but a goody!
Genre of Music: Mainly Rock, Pop and Country. I can't be limited to just one
Color(s): Blue, Pink, Purple (basically anything in that genre
TV show(s): CSI Las Vegas, Lost, Fringe and any reality MTV/VH1 I can get my hands on!
Movie(s): Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Ever After, Don't tell mom the babysitters dead, Goonies, Stand by me, IT, Dogma (anything Kevin Smith (except Jersery Girl))
Food: If were not counting carbs Italian pastas all the way
Store: Torrid, Kohls, Walmart (lol) the list goes on and on
#: 13 all the way baby
Drink: Lately Vodka Cran, but I'll drink Baileys Caramel anyday
Clothing Brand: Who cares I jsut want clothes that fit
Shoe Brand: I love my Sketchers
Animal: Monkey
Pizza topping: Aside from Cheese, Mushroom
Season: Winter for snowboarding and fireplaces
Month: January-New year, new start, lots of snow!
Holiday: Thanksgiving, I love cooking
Flower: Carnation

This or That

Sunny or rainy: Both
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Fruit or veggie: Veggie
Night or day: Both
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: In Person
Poor & happy or rich & miserable: Poor and Happy
Looks or personality: Personality
Coffee or tea: Tea
Hot or cold: Both

Your

Goal for this year: I want to lose 20lbs by Christmas
Most missed memory: Being a child with no responsibility
Best physical feature: Smile
First thought waking up: Take my temperature (Im charting my fertility so we can have a baby)

Future
Do you wanna get married:
Did on July 26, 2008
Do you wanna have kids: Yes If so, how many: 2 or 3
Do you wanna go to college: Did but I plan on returning you can never stop learning
What do you want to be: Im happy with my career now but I'd love to be a stay at home mom!

Do You

Dance in the rain: Sure as long as I've got no where to be
Smoke: No
Drink: Yes
Shower daily: Yes (sometimes twice)
Like thunderstorms: Yes
Curse: Yes
Sing: Not well
Play an instrument: I used to play the cello
Think you are good looking: I'm a sexy beast
Get along with your parents: Yup

Other Questions

Can you whistle: Yes
Right or left handed: Right
Your bedtime: 11ish
Biggest fear: Being fallen on (wierd I know)
3 things you can't live without: My hubby, My Family and My Friends (more of a not worth living if I don't have answer)
Color of your room: White
Siblings: 2 and a half
Middle name: Crystal
Pets: None at this time :(
Nicknames: Blondie, Bob, Honey, Dear
For or against gay marriage: For (although I don't think it's about "marriage" as much as its abotu rights!
Thoughts on abortion: Not Birth Control but sometimes necessary, a woman has a right to do with her body as she chooses
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: At home in bed with my hubby as my nurse since Im sick
Do you wear contacts/glasses: I have glasses but I dont wear them
Are you afraid of the dark: Nope

And now that I've introduced myself...Stay Tuned!