Luckily I'm distracted

So it's been an interesting week thus far, I've been watching my BFF's little girl Tyler since Sunday night because she and her BF are sitting on a cruise ship not allowed to dock in Mexico. Monday night was the night from hell and I'm sure now it's because Mommy was no where in sight. I got no more than 2 1/2 hours of sleep and have learned very quickly to treasure my sleep. Since then the last two nights have been perfect, I even managed to get her feeding schedule down so I could temp this morning without marking sleep deprived!

Steve had his shoulder surgery on Friday and he is having issues with his pain meds causing migraines. I took him to the hospital yesterday so that he could get some shot that is supposed to help, but none the less he was miserable last night. I was finally able to take his bandages off last night and it looks like the doctor took an extra swipe at him and left a nice little gash in between the 3 intended scars. The plus side is that it looks like he was able to open him up close to the same place as he did last time (failed surgery aug 08) and again avoided screwing up Steve's back tattoo. Steve starts physical therapy on Friday!

So while all this is going on and I'm avoiding the kitchen like the plague ordering take out every night, I am at the tale end of my 2ww. I am also enjoying a wide variety of phantom symptoms! I've had slight cramping on the left side of my tummy, my breasts are sore and have been for a couple days now (not that it means anything after last month), regardless of what I eat I am gassy and for some reason I had watery CM yesterday that turned into EWCM by the end of the night.

It kind of sucks because I'm not optimistic even though given our timing and all that good stuff I should be. Even still all the thoughts of how to tell my BFF and my mom are running through my head if I were to get a BFP. I already have it all planned out how I am going to tell DH, that's been covered for months! So it's a little frustrating because once again I have no clue what to think, my temps are still up but that's normal. They will probably stay up tomorrow as well as my crash usually comes around 13dpo. The plan is to test on Friday morning if my temp stays up and I have no spotting. I might wait until Saturday if either of those things happen but we'll see. I think I'm expecting a BFN in all my pessimism so I don't care if I waste a $ test or two.

So it's only Wednesday, and the beginning of the day at that, I think it's time for breakfast!